Winter Chill...
Disappointments....
(2005-05-22, 11:07 p.m.)
Here's one of my biggest issues with myself. I get these thoughts in my head as to how a situation should play out, and when it doesn't happen like I think it should, I get pissed off at the other person who is not reacting like I think they should. I know, totally my problem, but I don't know how to not do that. It's like when you are hungry for a big, juicy steak and all the trimmings, and when you get the plate put down in front of you, it's just a boring, day old hamburger...disappointment. My life is filled with disappointments.....